Take a break from the usual mumbo jumbo to look inside for the real answers. You think things can be sold to you using the same old tricks. You can’t worry too much about what is being said behind your back. You’re just going to have to have faith that it’s all good.
You are just beyond the regular processes in sorting out what’s been happening lately. The one good thing that’s happened is that someone has agreed to carry part of the load. You aren’t quite sure how best to maneuver through the egos of the day, however.
One is never quite sure if one is on the right path or not. You can view your own image through the eyes of someone very critical and that might confirm some of your own worst fears. Only the worst things will make you stop to notice them. The good stuff is easy to pass over.
You have been doing the same thing in the same way for so many years that you are feeling imprisoned by your own patterns of behavior. You will be given a message by a stranger that might be a bit startling. Believe it when you see it but don’t stop asking questions.
This isn’t going to work backwards. You’ll have to set things to move forward. So much to do, so little time. Pace yourself; it’s going to be a bumpy night. You are proud of having taken the first step and are a little surprised it doesn’t go as smoothly as hoped.
You’re lucky that you are getting a head start. You have to decide in which direction you want to go – and it’s not going to be very easy for you to get everything done. But you have to be smart about how it all will go down. Don’t worry if you aren’t just perfect for a certain someone. Perfection is overrated.
You look at the things you want and for several moments you feel inner agony. You must dissect what these things are that you can’t seem to manage to get for yourself. Whom are you betraying by your own happiness? Think on that one and decide if it’s been worth it.
You aren’t going to get anywhere by repeating the dangerous patterns set by people who have come before you. You feel much frustration by the lack of time you have. You can’t seem to get ahead and you are feeling significant freefall. At this point it’s a matter of over-extending yourself, not time management.
You are happy with people who have brought you knowledge and happiness over the past few months, maybe years. It’s a good time to let them know how much you appreciate them. You don’t get something for nothing – so gratitude is always a good thing.
This isn’t going to make or break your future. You are required to show up and nothing more. Your presence is required. Sooner or later people must know you. It doesn’t do you any good to hide. Be strong. Stand tall and let others deal with it.
You aren’t making it and it’s time to come clean. Once you say it out loud you might be surprised at the outcome. Things are looking kind of grim, however. You can’t take much from people who are unwilling to be kind. Cruelty is their own prison.
You are continuing to evolve. Life doesn’t have to stop because you feel age sinking in. You are so hyper aware of the passage of time that it’s kind of stopped you sometimes. You aren’t sure how to behave exactly. But you’re slowly building back your life. That’s something to be proud of.